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01.BLOOD
02.NOT LISTENING
03.STOP LOOKING / START SEEING
04.TAKE ME
05.GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER
06.BE FREE
07.DONE WITH YOU
08.SCARS
09.SOMETIMES
10.BLANKET OF FEAR
11.TYRANNY OF NORMALITY
12.DO OR DIE

Blood

I will forgive but I won't forget

And I hope you know you've lost my respect

You better watch out

If you don't know whats going on around you

You better think twice

Before you fry off the handle and lose it

You better join us

Before you get lost in the shuffle

You better rise against

The demons that are gonna try and hold you down

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your fucking game

I've got dignity and I dream that I want to change

The pressure, your troubled and you let me down

I'm not deaf and all I hear is your empty promises

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

I will forgive but I won't forget

And I hope you know you've lost my respect

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?

Not Listening

I'm not listening, not anymore

The more I learn, the more I ignore

I'm not listening, not anymore

The more I hear, the more I ignore

No I'm not listening, not anymore, No

Cause You gotta be bigger, be faster, be stronger

If your gonna survive any longer

In this lifetime, it better be the right time

The first time might be your last time

Am I a failure if I got nothing to lose

No, I'm not a failure, I got something to prove

[Chorus:]

I'm not listening, not anymore

The more I learn, the more I ignore

I'm not listening, not anymore

The more I hear, the more I ignore, the more I ignore

Cause I've lost my innocence

And I'm a stranger, A life changer

I'm a man thats not afraid of danger

I walk my own path, and blaze my own trail

Because I'm not afraid to derail

I won't get in line or be a middle man

So fuck you I'll make my own plan

And I got respect and I dont neglect

The people that are here who came to protect

Am I a failure if I got nothing to lose

No, I'm not a failure, I got something to prove

[Chorus]

I told you before, wont listen anymore

I told you before, lets settle the score

I told you before, wont listen anymore

I told you before, lets settle the score

If not them then who?

If not now then when?

[Chorus]

I told you before, wont listen anymore

I told you before, lets settle the score

I told you before, wont listen anymore

I told you before, lets settle the score

Set it off right now

Blow it up, set it off

Fuck it up, set it off

Blow it up, Blow it up right now

Stop Looking

Hit or miss, fuck a fight

It's time to live your life

Go ahead, I know I'm right

I'm gonna lay it on the line

Put yourself in my shoes

Would you stand up for your rights

Line em up and knock em down

I'm not running scared tonight

[Chorus:]

I have found these walls before

And I'm not scared anymore

Theres a time to lead and to follow

Because I won't take this anymore (these walls)

I found these walls before (these walls)

Theres a time to lead and to follow (these walls)

I see the walls closing in

And I feel like I'm in danger

My enemy is not alone

In the mirror, theres a stranger

As I tried to break out

My panic led to fear

Hopeless, I am alone

I'm afraid the end is near

The truth doesn't always have to hurt

[Chorus]

Stop looking

Stop seeing NOW

Right Now [x2]

The truth doesn't always have to hurt

[Chorus]

Take Me

Take me and let me in

Don't break me and shut me out

[Chorus:]

So take me and let me in

Don't break me and shut me out

I lit my pain on fire

And I watched it all burn down

Now I'm dancing in the ashes

And theres no one else around

Cause I wanna be apart of something

This is just a story of a broken soul

[Hook:]

As days go by, my heart grows cold

I can't seem let this all pass me by

[Chorus x2]

I'm burning in the heavens

And I'm drowning in the hell

My souls in a coma

And none of my friends can tell

I'm reaching out of getting something

This is just a story of a broken soul

[Hook]

[Chorus x2]

Don't shut me out

Does anyone around me feel the same

Just put your fist up and vent your pain

Does anyone around me feel the same

Put your fist up and vent your pain

Does anyone around me feel the same

Put your fist up and vent your pain

Does anyone around me feel the same

Put your fist up and vent your pain

[Hook]

[Chorus x2]

[Hook]

Take Me

Don't Break Me

Getting Away With Murder


Somewhere beyond hapiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And your the master, and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

Getting away, getting away, getting away

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I dont need to, because I'm getting away with murder

I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

Getting away, getting away, getting away
Getting away, getting away, getting away
Getting away, getting away, getting away
Murder

Somewhere beyond hapiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishments
And I'm your master, and I am craving this disaster

I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

Getting away, getting away, getting away

I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder

Be Free

Woke up and I feel like shit

I don't remember last night, I'm getting sick of this

I hit the bottle when I got off stage

And got piss drunk stupid and went in a rage

I think I mighta got into a fight

Because my knuckles were bloody and I don't feel alright

I hit the bottom and I don't even care

You say I'm going to hell but I'm already there!

[Pre-Chorus:]

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

[Chorus:]

I wanna be free from this ball and chain and

Be free from this life of pain and

Be free from this ball and chain

I wanna be free from you

Now I'm full of guilt and shame

I can't point a finger cause theres no one to blame

So I say I'll never do it again

But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend

I'm thinking I am starting to see

I have become everything I didn't want to be

I'm really getting sick of myself

Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus x2]

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

So sick and tired of being sick and tired

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

So sick and tired of being sick and tired

[Chorus x2]

Done With You

I count the days that we have spent apart

I've gotta a bad liver and a broken heart

Theres no salvation in the culprit of you

I finally realized your tearing me apart

[Chorus:]

So help me, save me, tell me that you end this here

Help me, save me, tell me that you end this here

I am done with you

You make my life completely miserable

You told me to be educosmic of this pain

But I've always loved you cause your oh so special

I'm broken and I'm alone and I can't maintain

[Chorus]

Done with you (done with you)

I am done with you (done with you)

I am done with you (done with you)

I am done with you (you, done with you)

I count the days that we have spent apart

I've gotta a bad liver and a broken heart

[Chorus]

I am done with you

Scars

[Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help to fix myself

Your making me insane

All I can say is

[Chorus]

I tried to help you once

A kiss will only vise

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last dance

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever came around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

 

Sometimes

I'm dreamin about tomorrow,

I'm thinkin of yesterday,

I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray,

I am searching for the answers

[Chorus]

I look around sometimes I get sad,

'Cause I don't know which way to go,

I look around sometimes I get sad,

'Cause my life is spinning out of control

I never know what you want,

I never know what you need, it was different from the start, when you cut me in two

I never thought I would bleed, but I am searching for the answers

[Chorus]

I will go this alone I don't need nobody's help,

I've got to do this myself,

Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone

[Chorus x2]

 

Blanket Of Fear

I am awake under this blanket of fear, and I must say, none of the people I see belong here, now everyone's asleep, I am

awake and I am dreaming, I believe it's time for a rude awakening

[Chorus]

So hold on to your dreams, Because your nightmares might seem like they're your reality Hold on to your dreams, Because

your nightmares might seem like they're your reality

I believe, the only thing we have to fear is fear itself, and the man behind the curtain, I heard him say, "Dreamers have

become an endangered species, and I am aware of the rude awakening

[Chorus]

I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground,I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground, I hit the ground,

because I, I can't keep my mind from going into dark places, because I, I can't keep my mind from going into dark places

[Chorus]

I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground, I'm falling in my dream I finally hit the ground!

 

Tyranny Of Normality

The media is the seduction of human desire (set their money, set their money, on fire),

if you try to sell me the truth then I know you're a liar, a liar

[Chorus]

It's the tyranny of normality, it's the tyranny of normality

Our culture has become complacent, and has no desire (take back, take back our empire),

and the ethical slaughter of truth needs to be retired, retired

[Chorus]

It's the death of outrage!!

I want to turn a new page!!

I mourn the death of our age, the obituary's on the front page!!

Since the death of outrage,

I want to turn a new page!!

I mourn the death of our age, the obituary's on the front page,

it's the death of outrage, i mourn the death of our age, the obituary's on the front page

[Chorus]

Do Or Die

Today I saw my hero fall apart,

The one who taught me to be strong,

On the outside I look fine,

But on the inside I am dying

My strength has overcome my pain

My love for you remains the same

The loneliness is setting in

I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

Now it's my time to help you out,

Coz you were there when I was down,

It's hard for me to seal this way

Losing all your sanity

You helped me, keep my dreams alive ,

Without you how would I survive

It's time for me to be a man

Now I finally understand

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

I cant run anymore

I cant hide anymore

I cant run anymore

I cant hide anymore

Today I saw my hero fall apart,

The one who taught me to be strong,

On the outside I look fine,

But on the inside I am dying

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's do or die

It's never too late to live your life,

The time is now, it's your to mine

I cant run anymore

I cant hide anymore

I cant run anymore

I cant hide anymore

Yeaaaahh

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01. M-80
02. LIFE IS A BULLET
03. TIME AND TIME AGAIN
04. WALKING THRU BARBED WIRE
05. DECOMPRESSION PERIOD
06. BORN WITH NOTHING, DIE WITH EVERYTHING
07. SHE LOVES ME NOT
08. SINGULAR INDESTRUCTIBLE DROID
09. BLACK CLOUDS
10. CODE OF ENERGY
11. LOVEHATETRAGEDY
12. GOUGE AWAY (bonus track)
13. NEVER SAID IT (bonus track)

M-80

 

This music is my time
To reel out and rewind
I'll be brutal with truth
I'd rather be honest with my soul
Be the pile of trash
A bum picks through to get a bite to eat
I'm filthy
I'm horny
I'm dirty nasty dirty

I'm strong and fearless
Only 'cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only 'cause I got rock 'n' roll

C'mon
Baby c'mon
Yeah
Baby c'mon
Break it

Crazier than I ever was
I'm bloodied up I beat my skull in
Comin' home in a body bag
And I'm ready to die for rock 'n' roll
I can't change the world
I can only change myself
I'm as sharp as a knife
As high as a kite
Demented as the night is long

I'm not sheddin' a tear
I'm blowin' some steam
Stuck in between
Living a dream

Baby c'mon


LIFE IS A BULLET

 

My mind has been shut down
My friends have been let down
What is the reason
There's millions of reasons

Single me out
Tear off my front
Make me expose what I conceal

Life is a bullet
The bloodstains prove it
It's tearing through you and me
Not caring about you or me

Now I could explain everything
You cursed the fire
Now fuck the flame
What is the reason
There's millions of reasons

Blindfold me now
Spin me around
Picking me up
When I fall down

Today I feel blue
My head is in the clouds
Separate me
My soul from my body

Feeling so lonely
I'm not the only one
Separate me
My soul from my body

I'm in love with too many things
And I hate every thing

TIME AND TIME AGAIN

Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every night

Emotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets rough

Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me

It's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every night

You're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end this

Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind

WALKING THRU BARBED WIRE

Wish I could see you for one last time
Wish I could say goodbye to you
It's hard to deal with you dying
It's time to say goodbye to you

Bloody-faced
Kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
I'll let you go
Let me go digging thru myself

I would die for you
I'd walk right thru barbed wire

Good luck in your next life
Walk as tall as the trees
Be gentle as spring winds
And have the warmth of summer sun

I would die die for you
I'd walk right through barbed wire
I blame myself for your death
It's tearing me apart

I would die die for you
Yes I would
Let you go
Let me go digging through myself

Bloody-faced
Kissing death
Walking through barbed wire

DECOMPRESSION PERIOD

Here today gone today
Hurry up and wait
I'm never there for you or me
Can't you read the story of our lives
Death to me and life for you
Something isn't right
And I need some space to
Clear my head to think about
My life

And I can't be alone

I just need some space
To clear my head to think about my life
With or without you

We fight it out
We work it out
Give me some time to unwind

I must confess
I'm falling apart
Breaking your heart
Crying with you on the phone
We're walking on thin ice
I hope it doesn't break

Mile by mile we're farther apart
And it's one empty bottle
And two broken hearts
Night after night we are falling apart
Now it's two broken bottles
And four empty hearts

Decompression
Depression period

BORN WITH NOTHING, DIE WITH EVERYTHING

Fed-up
Tired
Sick and twisted
One-man army
I'm enlisted
Trust yourself trust no one else
Fuck a hero be yourself
I don't need your lousy hand-out
Clinched fists i'll fight my way out
Fighting my way out
Find my way out

People wake up and sing along
I trust no one
My trust is gone

Born with nothing
Die with everything

In a daze
These days go by
Faster and faster I speed through life
Now I've got to take control
Of my mental and my physical
Never sheltered from life's hard storms
I was cold but now I am warm
Inside I'm warm

Searching and finding the truth inside myself
Inside myself

My soul was starving
I was born with nothing
I'll die with everything

SHE LOVES ME NOT

 

When I see her eyes look into my eyes
Then I realize that she can see inside my head
So I close my eyes thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
The situation, is to adjatation if she cut me off
Would this be an amputation?

[Chorus:]
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!

Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watch my fingers fly away
Then until this day you still swing my way
But its sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesatate to tell her I hate
This relationship I wanted to date this is over

[Chorus]
Life's Not Fair
I'm the jerk!

Line for line, ryhme for ryhme
Sometimes I be writin' all the goddam time
It's makin' me sick
Relationship is gettin' ill
This your stupid man
On the lil, could you feel
What I feel, what's the deal girl
We're tearin' up each others world
We should be in harmony boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
You told me that things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout

[Chorus]

Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
She loves me not!
Loves me not!

SINGULAR INDESTRUCTIBLE DROID

Blood of my blood
Skin of my skin
A normal human being
Solder and wires
Circuitry
We're far from human beings

He's sick of his skin
It's time to trade it in
A galaxy of emotions
Your soul is what it costs
We walk the same path
No body could get in our way
Dangerously
We passionately never hesitate

Keep the soul
That's control
Now you put in the metal

Biological
Spiritual
Electrical
Digital
S.I.D.

Willing to make the change
Surrender the flesh and bones
Against the grain
Pushing beyond the limits of ourselves
This body is just a cage
You're dead and you're in a grave
We're losing our minds
That's just fine
Living forever

Bleed out my blood
Skin off my skin
Solder the wire
Transformation
Take my body and
Release me from this cage
You can't put a spirit in a grave

Singular Indestructible Droid

Bloody-human-robot

BLACK CLOUDS

 

This is making me crazy
These black clouds following me
So I look for signs of light
But rarely I see them

I return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
I'm losing my will for this
So over emotional

Black clouds
They rain down but
They can't kill the sun

Confession of depression
This life I'm second-guessing
Like ashes to ashes
I always seem to fall down
I'm tired of running
It's time to face my demons
Confession of depression
This life I'm second-guessing

My emotions are storming
And tears fall just like rain
Pain strikes like lightning
Despair is becoming my friend

I'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction

Black clouds
They rain down but
They can't kill the son inside

CODE OF ENERGY

I was scatterbrained
When I found the time to find
That times are evil
Sick and disjointed
My skin is thick
Thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shell

So you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energy

I'm bent out of shape
There is no happy ending
I've come to a point
Where I just don't give a fuck
My skin is thick
Thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shell

The code of energy

Hi
I'm paranoid
Goodbye
I'm in the void
Haunted by insecurity
Bipolar asymmetry

Our new vision of passion and obsession
Is planetary ingestion
There is no time for question.....

LOVEHATETRAGEDY

Human behavior
Peculiar it seems
Some thrive on hate
Some love the dream
Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved
I think I found my purpose
I think I found love

Hidden inside myself

Tragedy
Strikes when you least expect it

Hate and destruction crashed down on our world
The stars and the stripes
The boys and the girls
It's sad it took war just to bring us together
I believe in love
I believe in forever

Hidden inside ourselves

You better run
You better run
For your life
For your life
Shed a tear
Shed a tear
Live in fear

Tragedy day
Tragedy day
Tragedy day

GOUGE AWAY

Gouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want to

Missy aggravation
Some sacred questions
You stroke my locks
Some marijuana
If you got some

Gouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want to

Sleeping on your belly
You break my arms
You spoon my eyes
Been rubbing a bad charm
With holy fingers

Gouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want to

Chained to the pillars
A three day party
I break the walls
And kill us all
With holy fingers

Gouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want to

NEVER SAID IT

 

Wish I would never have said it
But if only admit it
And I will tell you the truth cause that's all I know
So pathetic, you can't ignore how he bought you
He sat you down and he taught you
And you'll obey every rule that he made
Cause he bought you, now he owns you

So don't go away, don't go away
I got something to say about the dark side of me
Dead side of me, light side of me
Dark side of me, dead side of me

I lied to you and you caught me
I shoulda learned what you taught me
And the truth cuts just like a knife,
When you cut me
And I'll do all that I told you
I loved you and I would hold you
But those are just things that I said in my head
But she told you, shoulda told you

I said don't go away, don't go away
Got something to say about the dark side of me
Dead side of me, light side of me
Dark side of me, dead side of me

Just let me be, what I want to be

I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
Now I've told you everything

I said don't go away, don't go away
I got something to say about the dark side of me
(I said I haven't told you anything)
Dead side of me
(I hold it all inside in vain)
Light side of me
(I think of you and I think of pain)
Dark side of me
(Now I've told you everything)
Dead side of me

I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
I never tell you anything
I said I haven't told you anything
I hold it all inside in vain
I think of you and I think of pain
Never said it, so forget it

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  1. INFEST
  2. LAST RESORT
  3. BROKEN HOME
  4. DEAD CELL
  5. BETWEEN ANGELS AND INSECTS
  6. BLOOD BROTHERS
  7. REVENGE
  8. SNAKES
  9. NEVER ENOUGH
10. BINGE
11. THROWN AWAY
secret song TIGHT ROPE 

INFEST

my name's coby dick
mr dick if you’re nasty
rock a mic
with a voice that’s raspy
and i’m poetic in my operations
my god given talent is to rock all the nations

we’re going to infest

infest the theory of my first manifesto
push ya wig back with my lyrical pistol
blow now papa roach is on your mental
bangin' like your head piece it's just that simple
cock back and unleash with my physical
wrap you in my thoughts and become indivisible
centrifugal forces individuals into my mind
as we rock into ritual

you will do just what i say
and if you don’t then you will pay
infest
we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family
we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family

you will do just what i say

now that i got your attention
did i forget to mention
all the heads we be infestin'
all y'all people learn your lessons
cuz the game of life is crazy
got all y'all people guessin
what is wrong with the world today
government media or your family
would you cry if i died today
i think it’d be better if you did not say

you will do just what i say
and if you don’t then you wil pay
infest
we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family
we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family

we will infest
die like the rest

first they shackle your feet
then they stand you in a line
then they beat you like meat
then they grab you by your mind
first they shackle your feet
then they stand you in a line
then they beat you like meat
infest your mind

we will infest die like the rest
people are the problem today
we will infest die like the rest
people are the problem today

we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family
we’re going to infest
we’re getting in your head
what is wrong with the world today
the government the media or your family


                                  LAST RESORT
cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding

this is my last resort

cut my life into pieces
i’ve reached my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
do you even care if i die bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation outta sight
and i’m contemplating suicide

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine

i never realized i was spread too thin
till it was too late
and i was empty within
hungry
feeding on chaos
and living in sin
downward spiral where do i begin
it all started when i lost my mother
no love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find a love up on a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me in fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
nothing's alright
nothing is fine
i’m running and i’m crying
i’m crying
i'm crying
i'm crying
i'm crying

i can't go on living this way

cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffocation
no breathing
don't give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong
would it be right
if i took my life tonight
chances are that i might
mutilation outta sight
and i’m contemplating suicide

cuz i’m losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i'm fine
losing my sight
losing my mind
wish somebody would tell me i’m fine
nothing’s alright
nothing is fine
i’m running and i’m crying

i can’t go on living this way
can’t go on
living this way
nothing’s alright

    BROKEN HOME

     

    I CAN'T SEEM TO FIGHT THESE FEELINGS
    I'M CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS
    MY WOUNDS ARE NOT HEALING
    I'M STUCK IN BETWEEN MY PARENTS
    I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO
    SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN
    I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH
    I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH

    BROKEN HOME
    ALL ALONE

    I KNOW MY MOTHER LOVES ME
    BUT DOES MY FATHER EVEN CARE
    IF I'M SAD OR ANGRY
    YOU WERE NEVER EVER THERE
    WHEN I NEEDED YOU
    I HOPE YOU REGRET WHAT YOU DID
    I THINK I KNOW THE TRUTH
    YOUR FATHER DID THE SAME TO YOU

    I'M CRYING DAY AND NIGHT NOW
    WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
    I CANNOT FIGHT NOW
    I FEEL LIKE A WEAK LINK

    PUSH IT BACK INSIDE

    IT FEELS BAD TO BE ALONE
    CRYING BY YOURSELF, LIVING IN A BROKEN HOME
    HOW COULD I TELL IT SO ALL Y'ALL COULD FEEL IT
    DEPRESSION STRIKES HARD LIKE MY OLD EARTH
    WOULD TELL IT
    TO ME, HER SON, SHE TOLD ME I'M THE ONE
    PAIN BOTTLED UP ABOUT TO BLOW LIKE A GUN
    STORIES THAT I TELL ARE NONFICTION
    AND YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK
    'CAUSE IT'S ALREADY DONE

    BROKEN HOME

    DEAD CELL

    Born with no soul, lack of control
    Cut from the mold of the anti-socia
    Plug them in and turn them on
    Process data, make yourself the bomb
    What is your target
    What is your reason
    Do you have emotions, is your heart freezing
    Seizing this opportunity to speak
    Ya didn't say nothin but turn your fucking cheek
    Dead cell
    Sick in the head, living but dead, hear what I said
    Learn a lesson from the almighty dread
    Jah nutty warrior, nothing's scarier
    Kids are getting sick like malaria
    Situation get harrier, throwing up all types of barriers
    I'm tellin ya the kids are getting singled out
    Let me hear the dead cells shout dead cell
    Born with no soul
    Lack of control
    Cut from the mold of the anti-social
    Plug them in and turn them on
    Process the data
    Make yourself the bome
    Stop pointing fingers cause we are the guilty
    Of clean cut lines and truth that's filthy
    Believe what is the root of the word
    Out comes lie when it's cut into thirds
    I don't belive what my eyes behold, No
    I don't believe what my ears are told, No
    Sezin' this opportunity to speak
    I'm saying something don't turn your fucking cheek
    Dead cell

BETWEEN ANGELS AND INSECTS
 
There's no money
There's no possessions
Only obsessions
I dont need that shit
Take my money
Take my obsession

I just wanna be heard
Loud and clear are my words
Coming from within
Man, tell 'em what you heard
It's about a revolution in your heart
And in your mind
You cant find the conclusion
Lifestyle and obsession
Daimond rings get you nothing
But a life-long lesson
And you're pocket book stressin'
You're a slave to the system
Working jobs that you hate
For that shit you dont need
It's too bad the world is based on greed
Step back and stop thinking 'bout yourself
Start thinking about

CHORUS:
There's no money, There's no possession
Only obsession, I dont need that shit
Take my money, Take my possesions
Take my obsession, I dont need that shit

'Cause everything is nothing
And emptiness is in everything
This reality is just really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood
That you call your soul
Flip it inside out, it's a big black hole
Take your money, burn it up like an asteroid
Possessions they are never gonna fill the void
Take it away and learn the best lesson
The heart, the soul, the life, the passion

CHORUS

Present yourself, press your clothes
Comb your hair and clock in
You just can't win, just can't win
The things you own, own you

fuck your money
fuck your posession
fuck your obsession
i don't need that shit
fuck your money
fuck your posession
fuck your obsession
i don't need that shit

CHORUS

BLOOD BROTHERS
 
Watch your back because the next man is coming
And you don't know if the next man is dumbin
Survival of the fittest waht it is
I got yo back, you got my back and that's the biz
Blood is rushing through my veins
I got the power channel the energy
And with my strength I will devour
Sickening thoughts are running through my head
That's when I realize I'm glad I'm not dead
Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
For the public's craving, existence in the dark
It's our nature to destroy ourselves
It's our nature to kill ourselves
It's our nature to kill each other
It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill
It was a dream and then hit me, reality struck
And now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
Clost to buck 50 and we all stand strong
In respect to the family in times of our insanity
And through the words of profanity
I describe our dysfunctional family
Blood Brothers keep it eally to the end
Deeper than the thoughts tha you think, not a trend

REVENGE
 
Remember the girl
Abused with forks ,knoves and razorblades
She finally left him, she had enogh of her man's rage
Band-aids cover her scars, she left him bloodied
Beat his ass with a bat, face sunk like Silly Putty
Y'all can sit back so I can study
Destruction of the family design
And how the morals of society decline
Essentially is beats to rhymes like grapes to wine
It's alright we're in love
Can't live with or without
See, see she can't live with hime and can't live without him
Stress got her down, she needs to deal with her problems
While the drama gets deeper, I put on the reefer
She took the last step and sent his ass to the reaper
Chaos is what she saw in the mirror
Scared of herself and the power that was in her
It took over and weighed heavily on her shoulders
Militant insanity is now what controlled her
Kill it, before it reaches you
Missiles won't it's approaching the mainland
Waht if it reaches the metropolitan areas, cosmopolitan areas
Secure the lines, prepare for departure, calm, calm, calm
It is big business and seems to be advanicng underground
Because my style is underground
I'm green with my red eyes mad tint
Flee, flee, flee, rapido rapido
She feed plentiful, electrifying the nation
Don't you see that we are in danger
How will we stop it
She is attacking

SNAKES
 
I got a problem with the snakes that are crawling
Through my area when the darkness has fallen
Momma told me that they love to bite
They'll stab you in the back, no shame that's right
I keep my distance cause they're making me crazy
And stealing from me, you know those fuckers are lazy
My blood boils fat turns to oil
Step the fuck back, or you'll get buried in soil
Over drama, or you could sleep with the fishes
My clutches are tight and I'll take your last wishes
One for the money, two for your girl
Three for your life now I fucked up your world
Do you like how it feels to be bit
In the neck by a snake that kills
Do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back
Then watch the blood spill
It's kinda funny how you're running your mouth man
You're caught in a lie and there's no way out, come on
Betray your friends and your peeps and your family
Living like a snake, living like a bloody thief
Check my speech cause it's deep like the sea
From me to y'all and then from y'all back to me
Danger, danger
I slay snakes like a ranger
Military style fears God, not a stranger
Now tell me whose crew slicker? Mine's sicker
Get on your knees be a dick licker

NEVER ENOUGH
 
Life's been sucked out of me
And this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, I did it to myself, I said it would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery
Expression, stimulation hallow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place
Never enough
Do I deserve what I got
Now everything's OK, there's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way
Someboy kick me in my place
I feel as if I'm running back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing
Is everything OK? Is something with me
Pushing and pulling feelings eternal
My heart is yours I feel as if I'm running
Life will knock me down

BINGE
 
All I need is bottle and I don't need no friends
Now wallow in my pain, I swallow as I pretend
To act like I'm happy when I drink till no end
I'm losing all my friends, I'm losing in the end she says
Behave little boy, you better sit back down
Till you hold your ground
It's your turn to fight, you better sit back down
Till you hold your ground
When I'm sober, life bores me, so I get drunk again
I'm losing my friends, I'm losing in the end she says
You better sit back down, you better put that down
Put the bottle down, I am on a binge
I am on a binge, I wish things would change
Wished they'd rearrange, I'm on a binge

THROWN AWAY
 
I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again
Words manifest from deep inside where people hide
Within it, chemical unbalanced on the triple beam
Fuck what you heard, it's about what I ssen
I seen it happen, back hand brand to face smackin'
Definite disorder, now his mindset is blackened
The doctor say he's got the brain of a murderer
This rugged style steals your brian like a burglar
My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass
It's not receding my body going numb
A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high
He don't know what he's doing
He just keeps getting by
Go away, I want to be thrown away
Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick
He couldn't handle shit
For the life he was leading, led him down the path
Where the guns blast, don't give a shit about the god's wrath
Don't tell 'em whats's proper
The situation unclear like gray
And I know it gets worse everyday
I am a mess, I've made a huge mess
I can't control myself, I'm losing it
I've split all my marbles
Cause I see you inside of me
Sometimes I want to be thrown away
A hyper spaz, and that is the way
Sometimes I want to be thrown away

TIGHT ROPE
 
My words are weapons in which I murder you with please don't be scared please
do not turn your head we are the future the 21st. century dyslexic glue
sniffing cybersluts with homicidal minds and handguns we are insane nothing
will change we are insane nothing will change there is a thin line between
what is good and what is evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I will
feel unstable my life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope well
there is nothing to save me now so i will not look down and again and again
and again it happens again and again and again there's no beginning there is
no end there is only change progression backwards is this where we are
heading take back your soul forget your emptiness there is a thin line
between what is good and what is evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I
will feel unstable my life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope
well there is nothing to save me now I'm falling to the ground falling to the
ground down to the ground i speak of madness my heart and soul I cry for
people who aint got control lets take our sanity lets take compassion and be
responsible for every action hell no know how the way the way the way know
how the way know how there is a thin line between what is good and what is
evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable my life is a
circus and I am tripping down the tightrope well there is nothing to save me
now so I will not look down there is a thin line between what is good and
what is evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable my
life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope well there is nothing
to save me now I'm falling to the ground down to the ground all the way down.

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